Once a month
(Or, at least, that's what we'd hoped)
We'd form a hug circle and listen.
It was a time for asking and appreciation.
It was a spider-web beautiful pattern, negotiated and cherished
Like every kind of love
Really.
Do I miss that?
Are you kidding?
Oh, there were the rough times.
Terri's window pane shattered exile.
Laura's enmeshment and severing.
Jim's retching in the bathroom from so much back-pain.
And then there were the absurd times.
Charles asked for something and I said,
"Only if you stand on a chair and sing a song from 'My Fair Lady' in a high, squeaky voice."
And he did!
(You have to know Charles.)
Or discovering amazing connections with Scott.
Or the panic that swept the house
When Jeanette's brother killed a woman in San Jose.
But, mostly, I miss the talking
To Jim
To Susan
To Nina
To Charles
To Terri
To Scott
To Tad
To Meredith
To Laura
To Jeanette
To Lori
And the home we made together.
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At this point I have no idea what "Laura's enmeshment and severing" meant. Forgotten in the mists of time.
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